After everything that’s happened all the bitterness and pain I’ve held back, this is the last time I reply.
I could hurt you with words or let you know what I’ve gone through…
both wouldn’t solve anything.
I will say this, that I don’t have any happy memories of us left anymore.
They got pushed out that day
With are relationship and every time you’ve wrote I replied holding back how I really felt.
And the only people I’ve talked to are my friends
When really it should of been us who talked things through.
But you just walked past that day with your head down and never gave a me chance to speak
With that I searched for answers a solution but they only turned me against you and poisoned who I was,so in the end all I could do was avoid you or I could of said how you really made me feel.
My intent isn’t to hurt you
But it is to let you know that you’ve undone the only things I’ve asked you,like you’ve done them purposely to
Ive left you relatively in peace
And I’m glad you’re happy but trying to rub it in someone’s face after everything that’s happened is the kind of happiness I wouldn’t desire.
There was things you did that I never told you about that made me love you so much but there was times I should of walked away but now I only feel the later
And find it hard to feel any other way.
I know you’ll probably take the piss out of this
But I also know that this will hold some meaning for you
Life tends to show us how it feels from both sides.
So I’ll keep this impersonal
with us I’ll take things as they something that feels like it ended a life time ago I’ve stripped this down and kept a lot out and I’ll say what I should of said awhile back but hoped I’ll never have to.
From someone you used to know